I am quite disappointed about myself. About my motivation, passion to life, to photography. It seems like I need to force myself to everything. Maybe it is so hard for me, because I am afraid of getting disappointed. I am not sure if this is right, if this should be easier.
I've felt similar to where you are now it's not easy.. but this really helped me get my head around why [link] i'm a very logical type person so understanding things helps me a lot, maybe it will inspire you like it did me
It's ok to be afraid, proves you have something to lose x
i know its like getting stuck somewhere!! we end up doing everything they tell, & everything the world expects of us but still somehow, there's no place we find for ourselves.
i guess artist & creativity is only promoted in words & never implemented.
& now im trying to be a labor robot for the corporations.
I've felt similar to where you are now it's not easy.. but this really helped me get my head around why [link] i'm a very logical type person so understanding things helps me a lot, maybe it will inspire you like it did me
It's ok to be afraid, proves you have something to lose x
Being disappointed is fine, if you see the flaws in your work, you can fix them easier.
i know its like getting stuck somewhere!! we end up doing everything they tell, & everything the world expects of us but still somehow, there's no place we find for ourselves.
i guess artist & creativity is only promoted in words & never implemented.
& now im trying to be a labor robot for the corporations.